Sunday, 11 January 2026

Update to newest book.

 Announcement: Updated Edition Now Available

I am pleased to announce that my book, Lines of Enquiry, Institutional Analysis 1958 to 2026, has been republished with a corrected interior title page. This update ensures that all publication details are accurate and consistent throughout the book.

If you have already purchased a previous edition, please be assured that the content remains unchanged—only the title page has been updated for clarity and professionalism.

Thank you for your continued support and understanding. If you have any questions or would like to know more about this update, please feel free to get in touch.

 How British Institutions Shape a Life: A Longitudinal Autoethnography Based on Five Published Books

I am delighted to announce that my new monograph, How British Institutions Shape a Life: A Longitudinal Autoethnography Based on Five Published Books, is now available on Amazon.

This book offers a rare, deeply personal exploration of how British educational, mental health, and public service institutions have shaped—and sometimes misshaped—the lives of working-class individuals across six decades. Drawing on my own lived experience and five previously published autobiographical works, I use the method of autoethnography to connect personal narrative with wider social and institutional forces.

Readers will find:

  • An insider’s account of the secondary modern school system and its long-term consequences for opportunity and identity.
  • A candid examination of mental health, stigma, and the institutional responses that shaped my journey through vulnerability and resilience.
  • A critical look at teacher training, exclusion, and the transformative power of adult education—especially the role of the Open University in offering second chances.
  • Reflections on governance, public service, and the importance of inclusive, ethical institutions.

This monograph is not just a memoir; it is an analytical study of how systems operate, how meaning is made, and how resilience can emerge even in the face of exclusion. It is my hope that this work will contribute to ongoing conversations about educational reform, mental health support, and the need for more humane, responsive institutions.

If you are interested in the lived realities behind policy and pedagogy, or if you seek inspiration from stories of overcoming adversity, I invite you to read and share your thoughts.

www.amazon.co.uk and then books of Donald Hedges - Lines of Enquiry.


Thursday, 1 January 2026

New list of all my 41 published books by Donald Hedges

 ðŸ“š The Complete Works of Donald Hedges (1958–2026)

A full bibliography of my published books, grouped by category for clarity.


🔵 AUTOBIOGRAPHY & LIFE WRITING

1–2. In the Role of Boy (2024)
Autobiography & Travelogue
ISBN: 9798324115463

11–12. I Was That Boy
Autobiography
ISBN: 9798335248983

19–23. The Boy Returns (Autobiography Volume 2)
Hardback, Paperback, Kindle
ISBN: 9798325353833

32–33. Things I Would Rather Not Admit
Continuation Autobiography
ISBN: 9798278226680

38–39. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come (1958–1998)
Biography Volume 1
ISBN: 9798241714879

40–41. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come – Consolidation Volume (1958–2026)
Complete Life Biography
ISBN: 9798242071391


🟢 TRAVELOGUES

13–14. Travelogue: London and South East
ISBN: 90798335360012

34–35. London and Other Places (Revised Editions)
Paperback ISBN: 9798279347841

30. Londres et Autre Endroits (French Edition)
ISBN: 9798312172348


🔴 FICTION — CRIME & MYSTERY

04. Murder at the Manor
ISBN: 9798324651828

05. Murder at the Vestry
ISBN: 9798327401969

10. Harley Street Murder
Kindle Edition

15–16. Three Novels (Collected Fiction)
ISBN: 9798340205049


🟣 ESSAYS, REFLECTIONS & PERSONAL COMMENTARY

06–07. Depression: My Personal Journey
ISBN: 9798329371741

08–09. Essays by Donald Hedges
ISBN: 9798332571718

17–18. The Author’s Art – How It’s Done
ISBN: 9798335743433


🟡 FRENCH EDITIONS (BILINGUAL WORK)

03. Dans le Rôle du Garçon (French Edition of In the Role of Boy)

27–29. French Autobiography Editions:

  • Dans le Rôle du Garçon
  • J’étais Cet Garçon
  • Le Garçon Revient (Autobiography 2)
    ISBNs: 9798311737555, 9798312045222, 9798312755657

30. Londres et Autre Endroits (Travelogue)
ISBN: 9798312172348


🟤 RELIGION & SPIRITUAL WRITING

26–27. Catholicism – My Conversion
ISBN: 9798307454114


PROFESSIONAL & SOCIAL COMMENTARY

36–37. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts – A Primer for Change
Paperback ISBN: 9798241349491


📘 TOTAL BOOKS PUBLISHED: 41

This bibliography reflects a lifetime of writing across autobiography, social history, fiction, travel, religion, and commentary.
It forms a unique social‑historical record of Britain from 1958 to 2026.

Monday, 29 December 2025

Pen pictures of all 39 books by myself Donald Hedges

 


📚 PEN PICTURES OF ALL 39 BOOKS BY DONALD HEDGES


AUTOBIOGRAPHY — ENGLISH EDITIONS

1–2. In the Role of Boy

A vivid, unvarnished portrait of a South London childhood. This book captures the texture of early life — friendships, instability, small triumphs, and the beginnings of self‑reliance. It’s the foundation stone of your entire autobiographical project.

19–21. The Boy Returns

The second movement of your life story, following your transition from adolescence into adulthood. Southampton becomes the backdrop for growth, independence, and the bittersweet end of boyhood. A story of becoming.

32. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (Kindle)

Your most confessional work. Here you confront the truths most people hide — the mistakes, the regrets, the private battles. A raw and courageous continuation of your autobiography.

33. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (Paperback)

The print edition of your most vulnerable book, offering readers a tangible version of your most intimate reflections.

38. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come: 1958–1998 (Kindle)

A sweeping biography covering the first forty years of your life. This is your most reflective and synthesised life story — a mature look back at the forces that shaped you.

39. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come (Paperback)

The print edition of your major biographical work, presenting your life story in a polished, enduring format.


AUTOBIOGRAPHY — FRENCH EDITIONS

3. Dans le Rôle du Garçon

A French rendering of your boyhood story, bringing your early life to a new audience with cultural sensitivity and emotional clarity.

28. Dans le Rôle du Garçon (Autobiographie) (PB)

A refined paperback edition of your French autobiography, crafted for francophone readers who appreciate memoir with heart.

29. J’étais Cet Garçon

A re‑imagined French version of your childhood narrative, capturing the universality of growing up, searching for identity, and finding resilience.

31. Le Garçon Revient (Autobiographie 2)

The French continuation of your life story, following your journey into adulthood with the same honesty and emotional depth as the English edition.


TRAVEL WRITING

13–14. Travelogue: London and South East

A personal journey through London and its surrounding regions. Part memoir, part social history, part urban observation — a love letter to place, memory, and movement.

30. Londres et Autres Endroits – Récit des Voyages

A French edition of your travel writing, offering European readers a fresh perspective on London’s character, culture, and hidden corners.

34. London and Other Places (Revised Kindle Edition)

An updated digital travelogue with new reflections and a more polished narrative. A thoughtful exploration of the places that shaped you.

35. London and Other Places (Paperback)

The print edition of your revised travel writing — a physical journey through the landscapes of your past.


CRIME FICTION

4. Murder at the Manor

A classic English whodunnit set in a stately home. Secrets simmer beneath the surface as a seemingly peaceful setting becomes the stage for murder.

5. Murder at the Vestry

A church‑side mystery where faith, guilt, and deception collide. A tightly woven story with moral undertones and atmospheric tension.

10. Harley Street Murder

A crime novel set in London’s medical district, where ambition and secrecy intertwine. A polished mystery with a distinctive urban flavour.

15–16. Three Novels (Crime Fiction Collection)

A collected edition of your crime fiction, showcasing your ability to craft suspense, character, and classic mystery structure.


MEMOIR & PERSONAL REFLECTION

6–7. Depression: My Personal Journey

A deeply honest account of living with depression. You explore the emotional, psychological, and social dimensions of the condition with clarity and compassion. A book that speaks to anyone who has struggled in silence.


ESSAYS, LITERARY COMMENTARY & AUTHOR CRAFT

8. Essays by Donald Hedges (2025)

A varied collection of essays on life, society, literature, and personal experience. Thoughtful, reflective, and wide‑ranging.

9. Essays (Revised Kindle Edition)

A refined digital edition with updated structure and expanded commentary.

17–18. The Author’s Art – How It’s Done

Your guide to the craft of writing. Part manual, part reflection, part encouragement — a clear and accessible exploration of how stories are made.

24–25. Shakespeare Cinematically and Visually

A unique study of Shakespeare through the lens of film and visual interpretation. You explore how cinematic thinking can illuminate Shakespeare’s characters, themes, and dramatic power.


RELIGION & CONVERSION

26–27. Catholicism – My Conversion

A personal account of your journey into the Catholic Church. You explore faith, identity, community, and the spiritual turning points that shaped your religious life.


ACCOUNTING, PUBLIC AFFAIRS & SOCIAL COMMENTARY

36. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts – A Primer for Change (Kindle)

A timely and socially engaged examination of the Post Office scandal, viewed through the lens of accounting ethics and systemic failure. A call for reform and accountability.

37. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts (Paperback)

The print edition of your public‑interest commentary, presenting your analysis in a polished, accessible format.



Sunday, 28 December 2025

The published works of Donald Hedges

📚 SUMMARIES OF ALL 37 BOOKS BY DONALD HEDGES


AUTOBIOGRAPHY (ENGLISH EDITIONS)

1–2. In the Role of Boy

A vivid, reflective account of your early life, tracing the emotional and social landscape of boyhood in South London. Blending memoir with travelogue, the book explores identity, resilience, and the formative experiences that shaped your worldview.

19–21. The Boy Returns

The second major movement of your autobiography. This volume follows your transition from adolescence into adulthood, capturing the challenges of independence, the Southampton years, and the gradual emergence of self‑reliance. A story of growth, loss, and becoming.

32. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (Kindle)

A candid, confessional continuation of your life story. You confront difficult truths, personal vulnerabilities, and the moments most people prefer to hide. Honest, unfiltered, and emotionally direct.

33. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (Paperback)

The print edition of the above, offering the same raw introspection in a polished physical format.

38. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come: Biography 1958–1998 (Kindle)

A sweeping retrospective covering the first forty years of your life. This biography synthesises earlier themes—family, struggle, education, faith, and identity—into a cohesive narrative of survival and self‑determination.

39. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come (Paperback)

The print edition of the biography, presenting your life story in a durable, reader‑friendly format.


AUTOBIOGRAPHY (FRENCH EDITIONS)

3. Dans le Rôle du Garçon

A French edition of In the Role of Boy, adapted with cultural sensitivity for francophone readers. It preserves the emotional depth of the original while offering a fresh linguistic texture.

28. Dans le Rôle du Garçon (Autobiographie) (PB)

A refined paperback edition of the French autobiography, designed for accessibility and wider distribution.

29. J’étais Cet Garçon

A French re‑articulation of your boyhood narrative. More than a translation, it is a cultural reinterpretation that highlights universal themes of childhood and identity.

31. Le Garçon Revient (Autobiographie 2)

The French counterpart to The Boy Returns, continuing your life story for a francophone audience with clarity and emotional resonance.


TRAVEL WRITING

13–14. Travelogue: London and South East

A personal and historical journey through London and the surrounding region. Part memoir, part urban observation, the book blends geography, memory, and social commentary to create a portrait of place and belonging.

30. Londres et Autres Endroits – Récit des Voyages

A French edition of your travel writing, offering European readers a window into London’s character, culture, and hidden corners.

34. London and Other Places (Revised Kindle Edition)

An updated digital edition of your travelogue, incorporating new reflections, expanded commentary, and a more polished narrative structure.

35. London and Other Places (Paperback)

The print edition of the revised travelogue, presenting your exploration of London and beyond in a durable, reader‑friendly format.


CRIME FICTION

4. Murder at the Manor

A classic English murder mystery set in a stately home. Secrets, motives, and hidden tensions collide as a seemingly tranquil setting becomes the stage for a deadly crime.

5. Murder at the Vestry

A church‑adjacent murder mystery that blends suspense with moral complexity. The vestry becomes the centre of intrigue as characters confront guilt, faith, and deception.

10. Harley Street Murder

A crime novel set in London’s medical district. Behind the polished façade of Harley Street lies a web of ambition, secrecy, and danger.

15–16. Three Novels (Crime Fiction Collection)

A collected edition of your crime fiction, bringing together your mysteries in a single volume. Showcases your ability to craft suspenseful plots and compelling characters.


MEMOIR & PERSONAL REFLECTION

6–7. Depression: My Personal Journey

A deeply personal account of living with depression. You explore the emotional, psychological, and social dimensions of the condition with honesty and clarity, offering insight, solidarity, and hope.


ESSAYS, LITERARY COMMENTARY & AUTHOR CRAFT

8. Essays by Donald Hedges (2025)

A collection of essays spanning personal reflection, social commentary, and literary analysis. Thoughtful, varied, and intellectually engaging.

9. Essays (Revised Kindle Edition)

A refined digital edition with updated essays and improved structure.

17–18. The Author’s Art – How It’s Done

A guide to writing and creativity. You explore the craft of authorship, from structure and voice to discipline and inspiration. Part manual, part reflection.

24–25. Shakespeare Cinematically and Visually

A unique study of Shakespeare through the lens of film and visual interpretation. You examine how cinematic techniques illuminate Shakespeare’s themes, characters, and dramatic power.


RELIGION & CONVERSION

26–27. Catholicism – My Conversion

A personal narrative of your journey into the Catholic Church. You explore faith, identity, community, and the spiritual turning points that shaped your religious life.


ACCOUNTING, PUBLIC AFFAIRS & SOCIAL COMMENTARY

36. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts – A Primer for Change (Kindle)

A timely examination of the Post Office scandal, viewed through the lens of accounting ethics and systemic failure. You argue for reform, transparency, and accountability.

37. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts (Paperback)

The print edition of your public‑interest commentary, presenting your analysis in a polished physical format.



Donald Hedges Revised List of Published books as at January 2026.

 

Donald Hedges

BSc (Open), BA (Hons) Accounting (Solent), DipHE (Solent), CertHE (Solent)
35 MacArthur Crescent
Bitterne, Southampton
Hampshire, SO18 4SR

Telephone: 02380 472627 (with ansaphone)
Mobile: 07508 010337
Email: donald_hedges@hotmail.com


PROFILE

Since qualifying from university in 1995, I have worked primarily in welfare rights, advising clients on welfare benefits, personal finances, and taxation. I have also served as an Appropriate Adult for Solent Mind. My academic background includes a BA (Hons) in Accounting and a BSc Open degree. Within the Catholic Church, I am a Knight and council officer of the Knights of St Columba and a member of the Guild of Altar Servers.


AUTHORSHIP (2024–2025)

39 Published Titles – Complete and Correct List

Autobiography & Travel

1–2. In the Role of Boy (2024), PB £11.99, Kindle £8.99 — ISBN 9798324115463
3. Dans le Rôle du Garçon (2024), EB £9.99
19–21. The Boy Returns (2024), HB £14.00, PB £12.00, Kindle £7.66 — ISBN 9798325353833
22–23. The Boy Returns (HB & PB editions)
28. Dans le Rôle du Garçon (Autobiographie), PB £10.35 — ISBN 9798311737555
29. J’étais Cet Garçon (French edition), PB £10.35 — ISBN 9798312045222
31. Le Garçon Revient (Autobiographie 2), PB £10.76 — ISBN 9798312755657
32. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (Kindle), £9.99
33. Things I Would Rather Not Admit (PB), £12.50 — ISBN 9798278226680
38. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come: Biography 1958–1998 (Kindle), £9.99
39. The Little Man Whose Time Has Come (PB), £14.00 — ISBN 9798241714879

Travel Writing

13–14. Travelogue: London and South East, PB £14.00 — ISBN 90798335360012
30. Londres et Autres Endroits – Récit des Voyages, PB £10.56 — ISBN 9798312172348
34. London and Other Places (Revised Kindle Edition), £9.99
35. London and Other Places (PB), £12.50 — ISBN 9798279347841

Crime Fiction

  1. Murder at the Manor (2024), PB £5.00 — ISBN 9798324651828
  2. Murder at the Vestry, PB £6.00 — ISBN 9798327401969
  3. Harley Street Murder, Kindle £9.99
    15–16. Three Novels (Crime Fiction Collection), EB £11.99, PB £11.99 — ISBN 9798340205049

Memoir & Personal Reflection

6–7. Depression: My Personal Journey, PB £9.50, Kindle £9.99 — ISBN 9798329371741

Essays & Literary Commentary

  1. Essays by Donald Hedges (2025), PB £10.50 — ISBN 9798332571718
  2. Essays (Revised Kindle Edition, 2025)
    17–18. The Author’s Art – How It’s Done, PB & Kindle £9.99 — ISBN 9798335743433
    24–25. Shakespeare Cinematically and Visually, PB £12.99 — ISBN 9798305987713

Religion & Conversion

26–27. Catholicism – My Conversion, PB £4.85, Kindle £4.85 — ISBN 9798307454114

Accounting, Finance & Public Affairs

  1. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts – A Primer for Change (Kindle), £9.99
  2. The Post Office Scandal and Other Accounting Thoughts (PB), £12.50 — ISBN 9798241349491


Wednesday, 17 September 2025

 

Assisted dying – where are we up to at the present time?

 

I want to keep this essay within a structure of about seven or eight points: I know that there are many arguments for and against assisted dying; that is not my bag in this essay. I want to focus on what I regard as very salient points. I am writing this because the Bill is now in its crucial last stages; it has passed through the Commons and has been accepted by them with what I only regard as a slender majority of about 275 to 329. Now the Bill is being examined by some of the most senior and experienced Lords in the land, these people have been or are specialists, doctors, lawyers, Bishops, so on and so forth.

The first thing to say about Assisted Dying is that it is going to be a death of 100 pills; that is going to be the procedure, or how it is going to work. To me, this is murder by a 100 pills which are going to poison a person to his or her death. That is the reality of the situation. It could take hours, it could take days; there is nothing humane about it, people are going to have to watch someone else take all these pills, a fair quantity of which will be regurgitated, the person will be very sick, very sick indeed, I suspect there will be some convulsing, it will not be pleasant at all to witness. So let’s cut out the kant that the person will just fade away; they will not. The body, however sick, is not meant to be poisoned to death; it’s just very unnatural. Don’t take my word for it, very famous doctors have written on this subject. Do the research!! Or it could be the death of ingesting a very bitter liquid and an anti-nauseant preparation, I am hearing. The principle is still the same.

The other thing about the pills or lquid is that they are going to have to be self administered which rather cuts out those people who have ailments (diseases) like MND? How can they self administer? If the doctor administers the poisons then he or she might be guilty of murder? So already you are excluding people who might want to kill themselves, or feel that this is the thing for them. But it would be an impossibility for them to do it and no-one can administer the drugs to them. Then the questions come, suppose that some helpful doctor or the other helps them to take the pills; the next thing is that the doctor is arrested for murder. This is only one of the things that has not been thought through in this Bill, which in my humble opinion has not been well drafted whatsoever yet it has been passed as good by Members of Parliament.

 

I think I have covered two or three times in the previous paragraphs what I think of this procedure; it is murder by medical means, the only difference is that the patient is going to have to murder themselves. Even if the doctor does not help the patient to take the medicine, there is still the thought that it is assisted murder. The doctor is the murdering assistant. How many doctors are out there who want to play angels of death; it is very much against the Hippocratic Oath. Doctors sign up to do things according to that oath. They sign up to do no harm but this situation is very much doing harm to the patient. I cannot see many NHS doctors registering to do this; I suspect that it will be a sub contracted affair to doctors who are free-lancing and will earn an absolute packet out of it. Who will vet these doctors; who will they be that would want to do this terrible work? What will be their credentials? I cannot see many normal doctors signing up for this; it seems to me to be a charter for many Doctor Harold Shipmans. It does not pass the sniff test to me in any way, shape or form. Again and again I ask myself, who is going to want to do this horrible work?

Regarding the technical construction of the Assisted Dying Bill, the safeguards have been removed. The original safeguards, once very much vaunted, were that a High Court judge was going to have to sanction the process; he or she was going to have to be the final arbiter of the request for assisted dying. However during he passage of the Bill that became removed, so now we have some kind of “expert” panel involved in the final decision. These include a psychiatrist, social worker and lawyer. I have nothing against any of these people except that they can be wrong, however accomplished they are. I would much rather that a judge signed off on these things; that’s the way that we usually do things.

I think that this is just a way of saving money anyway; the courts are already full of cases, it’s just a way of keep the top judges out of the system. However, the judges are pretty soon going to become involved when it all goes wrong and there is litigation by relatives who will argue that their dearly beloved didn’t really want to die, did not give consent to die and it has all been the most dreadful mistake. Arguably this could happen and not just in one or two cases either.

The bill in general is badly drawn; there are so many places where there are errors in it. I have heard many members of the Lords make these comments. But they only have four sessions of discussion on it to make it better. This kind of legislation should be the subject of a public enquiry or Royal Commission. It is a subject too precious to be left to the peculiarities of the House of Commons. Maybe even the members of the House of Lords, some of whom as I have said, are experts,  cannot save it. The safeguards in the Bill have not been left in and not only that there is a lot of questions in the material that has been left in. Speaker after speaker in the Lords on the 12th September 2025 made that abundantly clear.

The next bone of contention is that are there sufficient safeguards left to get the consent of patients. One thing that is obvious is that this will not be a treatment available to patients suffering from dementia and their representatives (or deputies) will not be able to request it for them. This Bill is for terminally ill patients who have six months (or less) to live. But the question I have about that is, who knows for certain whether someone does have six months to live. A prognosis of such a limited life span is often wrong and the patients will often go on to live months longer and maybe years. This seems to me to be a line drawn in the sand but in my view erroneously drawn. So when a person gives their consent, they actually know not whether they only have six months left to live, or some other period undefined and unknown by anybody.

Consent to the procedure? But is there going to be pressure for the person to end their own life (be murdered by the state); what is called coercion. People who would not have previously considered leaving this life are going to think that they are a burden to their relatives and therefore might opt for it. It is really rather up in the air; are there sufficient safeguards within the Bill to prevent coercion? I very much doubt it.

Nonetheless, the main thing that will maybe stop the Bill is the very vexed question of finances and the claims for compensation that may arise from the wrongful deaths of patients; not the least of which will be that relatives may or may not claim that consent was not given, or that such consent was erroneous, or somehow invalid. In which case this is going to cost the NHS a great deal of money, with some proven claims costing millions. There is already a liability within the NHS of £58.2BN for claims over the past years. If we have a rash of claims for this thing, it could very well bankrupt the NHS. All of these facts were pointed out by Lord Bethell in the House of Lords debate on 12.09.2025. The smart money is on this particular scenario stopping the Bill; on the grounds that it is not going to be affordable and far too open to litigation.

Last of all this seems to be a Bill which is based on doing a favour for a tv personality, which was promised by the Prime Minister; this is inherently wrong as we cannot make promises for individuals whether or not they are celebrities.

For reasons that I have stated therefore in this short piece, it is my fervent hope that the Bill will fail and it will not become law.

Donald Hedges©2025.